hello!
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this is the first time im postg here.
and definitely not my last.

so guys,
heard about what happened today.
and im sorry not being thr w all of you.

was at the backstage.
well, slackg.
and saw all of you dng pt.
i felt lousy.
real lousy.

im thr slackg while all of you are workg your hearts out.
maybe, most of you.

read jocey's post.
and i know that im not in any position to comment on anyth.
aftall,
im the one that missed 2 of the activities and soon the number shld increase to 3.

but, didn all of you rmbed what yitong told us when we were partAs?
i rmbed, she said, when we were in pumpg positions, dng out punishments.
"part As, i know you all can do it. show us a miracle. because we've seen you all do miracles."
maybe this is not the exact sentence,
but this is what she meant.

and that was the proudest punishment we've ever had.
everyone was proud.
we are in ncc.

so why have we become like that?
whr was the 14 cadets that was the "miracles" that yitong was talkg abt?

over this one and a half year,
i realised that,
thr are a lot more thgs than rather,
well, dng well in ncc itself.

over this one and a half year,
ive made 13 friends.
friends that i cld share anyth w.

over this one and a half year,
i realised what does it means to go thru hell and pass by heaven agn.

and ive survived,
because of all of you.

before this one and a half year happened,
i felt that ncc is a shitty cca that i am so unlucky to get in.
i even cried -.- "(ask eunice)

thr are times that i dread ncc.
thr are times that i dread gng out w you guys.
but those were the times.

now,
i fell in love w ncc.
and, proudly,
i fell in love w all of you.
all 13 of you.

im sure that most of you, all of you,
feel the same way as i do.

so my dearest bravo,
let's agn become the "miracles" yitong said we were.
let's become the bravo that out specs would be proud w.
let's keep what we still have this very moment.

i still believe that bravo is love,
dont you?


qiaowei.