I'm so lucky to have you girls.
you make me look forward to tuesdays on mondays, to fridays on wednesdays and thursdays.
you make me hopeful everytime i receive an SMS/email about an outing.
you make me smile when i'm unhappy.
you make me laugh at the most impossible.
you make me feel important, significant, a whole with the rest of you.
i love y'll very very much. (L) (L)
everytime i'm swallowing in the sorrow that ccas going to be over, we're going to be seniors, there's no longer going to be the pumpings and 6mins no4 change, i'm okay.
everytime i'm recalling our happy memories, of laughter of craziness, or of times when we sat down together to really think how much ncc means to us, i'm okay.
at least, they can be locked inside my heart, deep down. even though time may make me forget or diminish the memory a bit, i know that it has happened. it's real, every emotion every recollection.
but when i think that maybe, we'd live in the future and this love we shared is going to be displaced, i'm thrashed. i have no idea how i'm going to live knowing that the person who's meant the world to me, is going to walk past me as if we've never mattered to each other.
if doopey delta really matters, at least for the 8 of us, let this goodbye to ncc be a happy one alright? then in future, maybe we'd look at each other and remember those memories, get together and make our love last.
Shereen.
